Entry #9

Forget what you know! Lets be honest.

2015-08-22 21:07:53 by NeoNero7

So, with the week months and years that have passed the progress that ive made is garabage. I havent got much done or much to show.
Ive never been able to keep myself going. I aways get destracted and dont work that hard. I expect things to be done but dont put in the work to do it. I get scared and of  the size of work and avoid it, and do other things.
Because of which I am a part of several projects, projects in which I still do the same thing. Have a buring fire all of a sudden to do X, then I start doing X and then I get bored and avoid it unless some one is behind me to nag or motivate me.
It happens with everything_ eating, working, gaming, hobies, or just trying in genneral.
As a person, im a horrible person. I define what like to call active lazyness. People say that owing up to you sortcomings is the first step but for me thats all i do. I know Im in a whole i'll state that im in a whole and i'll attempt to get out of the whole but if it doesnt work within the next few days then im spent and i'll  remain in the whole.
This is who i am and it sucks.

So, why blab all this to the internet. For one I suppoese i can still hide; every one on the internet is still faceless. People seem not to consider people people untill you acctually meet them, in a physical form of some sort. So its almost like talking to your favorite comfort object.

Secondly I wanna move to  fresh start, honestly I dont believe anyone is out there reading my notes blog's either. However if you are and may have been some what intrigued by my post... forget what you know.
I've recently started on my series GUI again much of the actors have left or are hard to reach and Im beside myself her. This show is sorta like a shot at redemption really, trying to acttually complete somthing. While I type this I know I should be working on one of the projects I that needs my attention, but ive been pushing it back in my lazy fassion.

so here is the update

I am working on GUI, as my whole trying to get better Ive trashed all my work all my scripts all my animation to start over. BUT this time I plan to have somthing out. Even if its just one epsiode I plan to work on this thing.
Ive opened face book page and i have twitter detailing what goes on with me. If i can make working a habbit who knows what else I can do.

But this series is happening expect some thing soon.


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